it's been 8 days since he called me or rather we talked on phone.then recently alot of things happen. i admit it my fault that i didn't pick up your calls cause i wasn't in a good state to talk to you. family stuffs. always wanted to call him but he gave that tone. was wondering what did i do? then after that wangshi told me he was talking to joanna. what reaction am i suppose to give. i cant do anything.i guessed it,he's alrd with another girl.someone asked me ytd,you don't hate him meh? i replied i don't.he was quite shock.is it a must to hate someone you like? i msg him ytd,but i got back msgs that makes me cry again. he said i told him to ignore me,but i really don't rmb saying that,i won't want him to ignore me.my hand is numb,no matter how deep it is,it just flow & flow.then sweet friend was like scaring me,he told by using a rusty penknife i'm might get infection then miss ilyana told me it might be fatal but i alrd used that rusty penknife,shall just see what's gonna happen.just want run away from everything so therefore i'm not gonna go home anymore,anybody got place for me to overnight? i need a place now.
i won't want you to ignore me,
you alrd got another girl perhaps
thats why you said nothing matters now,
iloveyou&it's not gonna change,no matter
how sad or hurt i'm gonna be.
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