Monday, October 27, 2008

i just want to run away from all those i'm going through now. i can feel that even the little bit of love ain't there anymore. it disappear. i tired of waiting & crying,you used to deny your stuffs with the orange but now you simply admit. i hate being ignore when i'm waiting like a fool. today fell down countless time when i'm learning how to cycle,had cuts & bleeding. maybe bleeding makes me feel better.when we were talking on the phone, you told me that orange went out with you,i don't really feel good,on the verge of crying but i continue to talked & faced you with my laughters. although i missed you & waited for you but you don't give a damn & nothing changes yet it only get worse. since it's hard to forget then just let me continue being like this. maybe MIA-ing helps. maybe when i'm back from MIA-ing,he's gonna be with orange or any other girls.

i miss
;you wiping my tears
;you piggyback-ing me
;you coaxing me
;our outing together with you
;play balls together with you
;having dinner together with you
;watching you in your match
;your cosy shoulder
;the every little stuffs you once did for me
;those moments that you're mine
MIA-ing

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