define love & lust .

Dearest , get well soon oh.

late for school ,

like normal only .

paper cut hurt as much as any normal cut.

went home after school ,

no life .

bei's sick.

hope he get well soon.

can i have a break?

i want to stay away from

school ,

uniform ,

heavy bag ,

books ,

exams ,

teachers ,

don't restrict me ,

and just enjoy ttm.

last time go out just say only ,

dad won't ring me up unless it's real late ,

now , i need to seek permission to go out .

what is this ?!

tell me why ?

i want to work cause

i want to go shopping ,

it's been so long since i shop ,

broke broke broke ,

can see cannot buy ,

last time shopping , ah gong sponsor ,

now i just want him to be healthy.

why like that ?

i want to go out with cousin and spend all night long ,

i want to stay away from this home ,

i want to whine to dad when he come back from work like last time,

i want granny to cook supper when i'm hungry ,

i want h2h talk with dad like we did in the past ,

i want aunty annie to bring me out for dinner and shopping ,

i want to be as free as i can ,

i want a happening life ,

why am i thinking all this ?!

sucky life ,

this is not the life i used to have ,

and i want to

thank papa god for bringing bei to me ,

at least he cheer me up ,

he got a funny power to make me change a lot of things.

so please don't bring him away.

-love takes a long time to walk down

but it's takes even a longer time to walk up alone.