define love & lust .

we're reaching the end/

your actions god damn showed me.
you both disappoint me thoroughly.
it's gonna cause me to change ,

E/
what did i do?
i have been thinking for days ,
you keep going away from me.
no calls nor text ,
no meet up.
are we still friends ?
i enjoy being with the friend that's very nice to me ,
fetch me to work ,
acc me when i'm down ,
overnight with me ,
talk to me about every lil secret .
you changed.

Y/

we reached the end ,
you god damn lied to me ,
no money don't want go out ,
then going to ktv , spending another 10 bucks
means what?
i rack my brains trying to spend time with you ,
thinking if where to go ,
thinking of how to make you happier ,
but you hack care my effort ,
i'm tired , i'm not gonna put in any effort.
i mean what i say ,

life now sucks much , fml.
i'm starting to hate every single shit.
to think i still once tried to quit smoking for the both of them ,
now i feel that i'm a fool .