i'm feeling so inferior because of her,
we quarrelled over her,
you used vulgarities on me over her,
i'm actually stupid enough to quarrel with you over her,
we don't quarrel that often at the start ,
when i'm in the bus/walking home ,
i told myself , i'm not going to be affected ,
i'll go home like nothing happen & giggle here & there
now i realised, she actually affects me alot ,
spent hours reading all her previous post ,
saw your pictures with her ,
i know it's all over ,
but i'm still jealous & i mind .
i know i'm unreasonable to feel jealous ,
but the pictures & words forced me to.
and nowadays you don't seems to cherish me as much ,
you still say it's okay for me to leave you , be it a joke or what.
i felt so serious over your sentence & got myself so bothered over it.
am i considered a nuisance to you alrd?
i wondered , did your love for me faded ?
you got tired of me ?
enjoy yourself on saturday,
i'm not being sarcastic ,
i won't stop you from doing anything ,
even though i'm jealous , i'll not show you that sour face of mine.
not revealing any feelings to you ,
perhaps you'll be happier this way.
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