define love & lust .

i sense it,i knew it. i should have seen it coming.
he's pisssed over it and i know we're falling alrd,don't tell me we're not cause i felt it. from that very minute you said those harsh and sarcastic words,i sense it. you're pissed and angry like i can neh imagine. you even said you'll go out with those girls and eat silently,i know it's my bad but why , why did you say such things? it just make me feel veh veh bad and unhappy. you know i won't like go with any other guys but yet you doubt me. i'm sorry for not telling you but i did not want to tell you because i knew you and him was on bad terms and it's eddy birthday.

i knew no matter how much i say now can salvage our relationship.
i know everything is going to be over soon.
you'll leave me veh soon like you use to.
how fast we fall,
we are at our highest time moment and the next moment,we fell,right down and hard.
you knew iloveyou yet you don't hesitate to even bother about my apology and said such harsh word,not thinking how would i feel.
my emotions,my tears,don't it ever cross your mind.
don't you know how your one sentence can ever mean to me.