♥; happiness is a journey not a destination

it's been days since i blog uh,don't feel like blogging cause of those passer-by & i'm lazy :x anyway,life's so god damn boring. work,shop,eat,quarrels,scoldings & sleep. tired of life like that,my dad wasn't like that a few months back but now he scold me really harsh alrd,things changes. i cant believe you changed within a few months. you're a totally changed,you are not that nice,sweet & friendly dad i once had,you had changed to a dad that i can no longer talk to or rather i don't wish to talk to fearing that we would quarrel & you will starts scolding & shouting like nobody's business. why things changes so fast?! and by sending a msg to me doesn't really help alrd,you arld gave that face,used that tone. you changed and you're not changing back. and i'm not working anymore,skipped tuition,i just got no motivation for anything. but yet i went training today,intention was to vent my anger on those volleyballs but coach,jack lan never come due to miscommunication. and tricia make me go laughing & laughing the whole day. cheryl joined in around 3 plus. reached home 7pm on the dot.

i thought i could but i realise i cant.

imy,really.